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Topic Started: Sep 5 2012, 10:44 PM (616 Views)
Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
Hey guys. I wanted to let you know I'm sorry. But my sorry really means nothing. I'm sorry to leave you with a bitter taste in your mouths (how I was a jerk and didn't realize it, so I'm leaving you after saying those terrible things). I kept on saying to myself "It's only words, I only made a mistake, I didn't know it would be like that, so it's alright, right?"

No, it isn't. If I'm forgiving myself, then I'm lying to myself, saying it's going to be immediately better. Guys, if there's one thing I know what you shouldn't do, it's be like me; don't be strong hearted and strong tounged. Know what not to say. To be honest, I think I'm the real prick. No matter how many things I do right, whenever I do something wrong, I feel like it's the end of the world. It's not. Everyone please understand how I felt.

If there's one thing I'd say to the current generation, and the new generation, it's that. If you're wondering, "why now?" it's because that if I get temp banned for a mistake, then I won't be able to post goodbye, and it wouldn't be the same if I had someone else do it. I feel like it's the easy way out, like suicide, but... I have to go.

Hopefully we're all still on good terms, and you can understand it was a mistake. I'm sorry to leave you all. Thankfully, I still have the band. I won't join another forums for a long time, if ever (unless DeviantArt or Tumblr counts xD).

If you ever need me for something, be seeking advice, checking in to see how I am, or to verbally berate me, then you can have my email: qwertytroop@gmail.com

I'll leave on Friday. I'm sorry guys. Later.
~Jazz
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Posted ImageFail
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I'm not exactly sure what you did, but you will surely be missed. I do hope you change your mind. :(
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Posted Imagegeekyazn
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Dear Jazz,

Even though we may not be on even ends, you have been a motivation to me.
Personally, I understand that everyone has a time they don't feel themselves.
I read what you said recently, and what you aid was true although it may hurt others.
I know that you might not be on good sides with me, but you have been
sort of like the best friend who shows flaws and gives advice.

Well, I don't think a Yellow can convince an Emerald to stay, but I wish
you off on life and hope everything goes well.

"Change is the law of life. And those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future."

-John F. Kennedy

PS Be sure to make great art!
PPS Come back once in a while!
PPPS Good Luck w/o us!
PPPPS Thanks for being a great person who has motivated me!

-geekyazn

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Posted ImageLevel-X
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Well it's sad to see you leave, but maybe you just need some time alone to think. During my time here you have been extremely kind to me, and I thank you for that. Hopefully, you change your mind, or return at a later date. Best of luck on all your future endeavors.
Edited by Level-X, Sep 5 2012, 11:20 PM.
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Posted ImageZekrom
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Seeya Jazz. Just take some time to clear your thoughts, no rush on you, take all you need, and think about coming back. Until you make your final decision, this is goodbye.
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Posted ImageHypermania
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Remember we all make mistakes at one time or another :) I'm pretty sure I've made many mistakes that might make some moderators disapprove of me and make it nearly impossible for me to become and Honoured Member/mod...

Just take some time to think this through and clear your head, and maybe this won't be farewell :) Just remember that we all hope that you'll stay, but in the end, it's your choice :)
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Posted Imagealmostpro
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yo dont be so hard on your self. its good that you care that much about the forum. just learn from your mistakes and better yourself. keep calm carry on
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Is this really what you want jazz. Sure we all make mistakes but what yiu don't realise is that by leaving you have become what you set out to get rid of. A quiiter
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Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
I guess so... I wouldn't say I'm a quitter. A quitter is probably someone who's in the middle of something and then gives up. I feel like I'm near the end of my stride. As I've stated, I do feel it's the easy way out, but right now it may be the only way I can leave (as I've also stated, I was scared that before I got back home I'd be temp banned)

Sorry Neon.
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Posted ImageAndrew
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I can't help but feel responsible for convincing jazz to leave the forums on his blog post. I told him I though the forums were a heavy burden On him. And mentally, he did actually show us some times that this forum seemed to be tearing him apart. Some times he would come on and. Not be him. Nevertheless. Jazz. You were one o the people who have been here from the old ptd e times. So much simpler, easier, more fun. The at I saw it, it was literally hard to be on the forums. I would come on, say one MSG in shout box. And go to YouTube an close the tab. And for what? A hello back? I feel like jazz is going through exactly what I went through. I too made a post of the same nature. al though it was very immature of me, I do not regret anything I have said or done on these forums. Neither should you. Jazz, "there's no sense crying over spilt milk. That's why we call accidents, accidents.". That's what my dad sai when I was little and broke a lamp I something. Don't beat yourself up. It will just make leaving harder. And checking back isn't bad. I have checked back lately. Granted I checked back and two people left within two days. It's not goodbye for us, cause we have fb. But I felt it necessary to post this anyhow. Don't you even dare think about Coming back. Because right now your head is filled with leaving, it will confuse you. Just wait a bit. I don't even know what a hiatus is, I took a break an came back and everyone was saying it, but take one of those. Whatever they are. Then see how ya feel. Me and you could always start a forum of something else. It would apply to not just gaming, but for advice, help, stuff like that. You seem VERY good at giving advice. Anyway, peace.
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Posted ImageStar Fox
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It's alright Jazz, everyone makes mistakes. But I guess you were only trying to say what we're thinking. Anyway, I hope you stay, I don't see why you should get temp banned for having an opinion on something. So I doubt you will be banned and I hope you stay, if not, have a great life :)
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Well Jazz,if you think you should leave it's ok.
But remember that your friends on the forum will miss you,so come online sometimes and check what is going on,say hi on a shoutbox :D
Although I would really like that you stay,have fun in your real life.
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Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
Thanks Ghetsis. I never thought I'd be good at giving advice. Really, I never thought so. I guess it's because I'm so kind. Usually I put things in nice ways (in fact, the tone of that was supposed to sound like I was casually talking, but none of you know what that sounds like, so yeah) and when someone has issues, or feels bad about something I did, then I feel freakin awful, and sometimes I wish I wouldn't feel so bad, because my dad calls me emo (which when he uses it, it probably means emotional, but I don't think he means that >.>) but more so because that negative emotions fuel my negative thoughts, and then I think by doing something, it'll make everyone else happy, and if that's going to happen then I wouldn't mind being sad. But it seems kinda selfish, you know? I think that, and then it doesn't work out how I thought it would, and now... *sigh*

@fox: It was a mistake I know, heck it was only an err of words, I could say sorry and continue my life (o.o wow now I feel dramatic) but to me, I don't know how to apologize. I'm glad you can't see me in real life, because trying to get me to say sorry is embarrassing (not because I don't like to, it's cause I don't know how)

@Cwele: Yeah, no one else but me decided on me leaving. I'd really like to stay too, but I don't want to go back on my word. If I don't join SotW (no sympathy votes, please) then I'm leaving Friday. Thanks for being there for me guys.
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Posted ImageStar Fox
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Yeah I know Jazz, I just don't want you to feel any worse atm. But is leaving your friends going to help? :(
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Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
No, I honestly doubt that, but if I didn't do that, I'd have this huge burden on my back. I don't know which is worse, but I don't think I'll be leaving my friends. You can always email me, or if you want pm, but I don't know when it'll get answered. Sorry to leave you :(
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We all make mistakes, some bigger than others, but the thing you learn most from are your mistakes. So it may seem bad, but in the end it only makes you better...
And you certainly dont have to leave because of it, leave because you want to or need to. Otherwise just stay!!
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Ah, I know where you are Jazz :) Been through it many times and I can understand you ^.^ I didn't even consider your rant because I could get from reading the start of it that you were really stressed and angry :) When I'm really stressed, I blast people around me (with words), without meaning half of what I say :) Don't worry man, you will learn (just as I learnt) in time to control and put your rant into sweeter words that will really change the world ^.^ You are a good guy, a wonderful-hearted one, basically your ideas are for the good, but you bring your temper in the way sometimes :) I don't blame you for not knowing this. You learn by experience ^.^

An awesome quote I found on FB:

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You're an awesome man, Jazz :) You only need to put your thoughts into a more polite way, that's all :) Nothing else is wrong ^.^

If there's anyone who can understand you deep, it's me, Jazz :) I've been through at your age, what you are going through now :)

My solution: Simply cool down and surf the net for something very important in life, something you MUST do in order to have a better life :) and you know what that is? - It's the knowledge of the past, the great writers and men of the past :) Read what they've written; and do you know how? It's simply, you don't need to read long boring books or work hard or stuff like that, all you need to do is something very simple:

Look up at the quotes of wise men :) The wise ^.^ Read various hilarious quotes, as well as quotes that fill you and provide you with INSPIRATION and open up the path to achieving your dreams :) I could tell you some of my favorite quotes if you're interested, they help me live that's why ^.^ Let me know if you want to know, bro :)

Felt you needed help, you were stressing out bro, don't worry ^.^ I understand you and all you need to do is turn your curiosity towards quotes and knowledge :) Oh and MOST IMPORTANTLY: DO NOT look at the sad "modern" quotes the teenagers make on cell phones, those are horrible and never really help :) They only call for self pitty. So, when looking up at quotes, make sure you look at positive ones that have helped great men achieve succes :) They are never boring, they are as easy as the one I've attaced to this post.

My favorite quote from Shakespeare, bro: Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none ♥ Shakespeare, you rock... (something I recently quoted on FB) Bro, "trust a few" because there are many in life who will use you, I've been used several times and I know and now, I can tell the difference between who use me and who don't :) Stay away from people who use you, stay close and friendly to enemies, stay close to and NEVER hurt your friends.

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Basically, only experience helps all :) Experience is not easy, advise is the easy route and if that doesn't help, go with experience and experience hurts, I tell you, but it will remain with you throughout your life and make you a wise man. Never be afraid of experience (as many of the people in this world are). Experience to put it in simple terms is- perhaps, loving someone thinking it's true and they hurt you and walk away. It's an experience :) Most people sit and cry and end themselves when that happens, but only a few wise men know that it is called EXPERIENCE and it makes it easy for you to find your "true" one :) Sure, it will make you cry and that is when FRIENDS come in ^.^ To sit with you, and cheer you up :) But, they can't ALWAYS be available and so, when they are not available, all you have to do is- look up at good, positive happy internet quotes as quoted by wise men :) Or simply watch funny yet helpful cartoons like phineas and Ferb or something ^.^ Cheer yourself up bro. < 3

Plus, follow your HEART ALWAYS in life. Best advice is to NEVER give advise, which means- don't listen to something your heart feels is disturbing or confusing you :) Listen to and follow your heart, do what YOU want to do and not what others feel you should do ^.^ Listen to your heart and put what it says into beautiful words :) That's all ^.^

Just letting you know, bro. *hugs*

A funny quote I found: Two beer or not two beer? X D haha.. funny right? (it's originally supposed to be "To be or not to be?" :P )

Take care, bro, the answer lies in your heart :)
Edited by Master Snowy, Sep 6 2012, 03:18 PM.
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bye jazz :/ it was a real pleasure knowing u. no joke there. u will be dearly missed
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Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
@Snows: Thanks. I cannot express my gratitude with words.

@Aleony: wanna know a secret? I respect you, and I don't really hate you, I just don't like you all that much.
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So... today's the day...? =/

It's really sad to see you go Jazz. I wish to you the best of luck on your journey throughout life.

Accidents happen bro.. I remember peeing in my pants in second grade XD But it was an accident and no one cared that much.

Well, GBye... Posted ImageTrainer Light
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Posted ImageBlue Espeon
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Why didn't I see this until now? :(
Jazz, everyone makes mistakes. I also made many mistakes.
Mistakes can ruin your life, but they can also make yours better.
Learn from them and you will become a much better person.
Leave the past behind you and live your life to the fullest. :)
Sorry...I'm not really good with speeches and such....
Jazz... I don't want to see you go. But I'm not going to force you to stay here...
When you leave, remember that you will always be welcome on the forums. :)
Goodbye Jazz..... I will miss you....



Edited by Blue Espeon, Sep 7 2012, 06:22 PM.
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Well I guess it's time...
Farewell Jazz,have fun in life and don't forget us,come by sometimes.
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I know I'm late you probably won't get to see this but, what you did MIGHT have been a mistake and everyone makes mistakes, no ones perfect. But, everyone is entitled to their own opinion and you told yours. People may have been offended but it was YOUR opinion. Why should anyone be offended by what someone thinks.

Anyway, cya Jazz. You will be missed :(
Edited by Jayman715, Sep 7 2012, 07:18 PM.
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So you are really leaving now? We werent exactly best friends, but I never 'not liked you' or something.
Goodbye... :(
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With everyone telling things about mistakes, Imma throw in a quote someone I know once told me. It was something like: "I made many mistakes and learned a lot from it. So Im gonna make a lot more!"
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Hope you reconsider, you're a good member to have around :)
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