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...hey. I'm... Back.
Topic Started: Sep 21 2012, 11:28 AM (497 Views)
Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
Hey guys. I never thought I would be coming back so soon, if ever, but I saw something that made me feel like I needed to return.
"Don't abandon your friends and family just because you messed up, or someone accused you of being the worst person in the world and that you shouldn't have friends. It's a selfish thing to do."
I was also listening to deadmau5 - Strobe ( http://listenonrepeat.com/watch/?v=tKi9Z-f6qX4 ) (idk what deadmau5 is, it was on rainymood.com) It kinda spurred me to come back.

I'm not saying what I did wasn't wrong. Everyone told me not to beat myself up about it. I understand it now. It was an accident. I'm not saying that no one has the right to be angry at me. In fact, you could still hate me. I wouldn't care. It seems kind of pointless that I left now. It felt like... like an escape. I had to get away from the pain that I created, by slashing myself in the spot, over and over again. So much that it hurt, unbearably, and then I took a hack at it and broke a bone. It felt like suicide (like how people commit suicide to escape life?).

Whatever. I'm sorry. All of you know me. You know I won't say mean and hurtful things. Everyone who knows me knows that. I didn't want it to escalate to this. It happened anyway. I'm a terrible person and I should die (but only from old age muhahaha)

My name is Jazz, and I humbly apologize. *kneels on one knee and bows* But, I have returned. Off into battle again, it seems.
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Prepare to be amazaed
It's okay Jazz :) No one ever told you to leave, it was your choice. And the topic is gone now anyway so I think it's best we just forget it.
Edited by Super neoN, Sep 21 2012, 11:45 AM.
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Posted Image Master Snowy
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%The Bliss Lender%
Hey Jazzy! :D WBB ;P I hope you can make out what that abbreviation means ;D haha..
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WHAT! YAY!

I just came back today to the forums too Jazzy. Thank goodness I can PM you now, I hate emails.


Great t have you back.
*You know who I am*
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Jazz :)
I'm so happy you came back.
I felt bad about not being able to cheer you up. :(
I hope you are going to stay here now. :)
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Welcome back Jazz! ;D

This Forum is magical, you cant stay away forever ;P
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Gotta love everyone here < 3 :D
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Posted ImageCwele
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Jazz,dude,welcome back :D
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Welcome back :D while you were gone you missed out on EVETUTHUNG.But now you're back we can trOll party!!!
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We missed you Jazz! :) Glad you're back!
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JAPANESE LUNCHTIME RUSH
now...then...to add jazz to PA....
WELCOME BACK DUDE!
want to be featured?
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
okay, let me attempt to answer everyone in one post.
@neon: I guess. I would consider forgetting about it an escape, and when you run from mistakes, you make the same mistakes (is it bad I learned that from scott pilgrim?).
@snowy: Welcome back bro. Thanks!
@Illusive: Thanks. PM's are so much more convenient.
@Miku: You can't cheer up someone like me. When my mind is set, there really aren't exceptions. Thanks for trying though. I won't leave anymore, I hope.
@Ninja: I don't know if it's "magical" for everyone. It's not really even magical to me (then again, I'm forced to believe that magic is from the devil and I can't read Harry Potter >.>) but I do feel some kind of connection, binding me to this place.
@Cwele: thanks.
@Harry: Thanks. I'm looking forward to 7r011in6 partying hard! Grats on emerald!
@Fail: Sorry for causing you grief. Grats on mod!
@Geek: yes... whatever that means.
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YAY! ur back! i almost thought id lose one of my arch-nemisis and i went like D: :( :'(
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*Does a barrel roll*
lol Aleony :P anyway good to have you back Jazz :)
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
@aleony: one of? I'm offended.
@Starfox: thanks. Glad to be back.
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Woo! Glad you decided to return. Welcome back. ^-^
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
thanks, Fried.
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Jazz your back :) WOOHOO
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Good to have you back.
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Jazz
Sep 22 2012, 03:49 AM
@Ninja: I don't know if it's "magical" for everyone. It's not really even magical to me (then again, I'm forced to believe that magic is from the devil and I can't read Harry Potter >.>) but I do feel some kind of connection, binding me to this place.
You can't read Harry Pott3r. O.O
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Jazz
Sep 21 2012, 11:28 AM
Hey guys. I never thought I would be coming back so soon, if ever, but I saw something that made me feel like I needed to return.
"Don't abandon your friends and family just because you messed up, or someone accused you of being the worst person in the world and that you shouldn't have friends. It's a selfish thing to do."
I was also listening to deadmau5 - Strobe ( http://listenonrepeat.com/watch/?v=tKi9Z-f6qX4 ) (idk what deadmau5 is, it was on rainymood.com) It kinda spurred me to come back.

I'm not saying what I did wasn't wrong. Everyone told me not to beat myself up about it. I understand it now. It was an accident. I'm not saying that no one has the right to be angry at me. In fact, you could still hate me. I wouldn't care. It seems kind of pointless that I left now. It felt like... like an escape. I had to get away from the pain that I created, by slashing myself in the spot, over and over again. So much that it hurt, unbearably, and then I took a hack at it and broke a bone. It felt like suicide (like how people commit suicide to escape life?).

Whatever. I'm sorry. All of you know me. You know I won't say mean and hurtful things. Everyone who knows me knows that. I didn't want it to escalate to this. It happened anyway. I'm a terrible person and I should die (but only from old age muhahaha)

My name is Jazz, and I humbly apologize. *kneels on one knee and bows* But, I have returned. Off into battle again, it seems.
Wait.. did you actually cut yourself over that one mistake O.O
I hope your ok.

Anyway, welcome back :]
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
@Gluey & Hyperdude: Thanks. Glad to be back. ^_^
@Harry: my gramma is a strict evangelical, o_o
@Muncho: Metaphorically yes. Physically no. I'm not suicidal bro xD
It's good to be back. Maybe we can still do that shop merging thing :D
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Happy Fun Time!
Welcome BACK! And I bet she doesn't believe in Luck did she? SHE MUST HAVE HAD THE WORST CHILDHOOD EVER.
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Posted ImageDaisuke
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"Even I myself were only a shell, capable of wearing many skins... but I had no skin of my own..."
Shes a black woman. She's like 58-60 years old, pretty sure she grew up during the civil rights movement. So I guess she had a bad childhood.
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OMG Jazz is back! Hey and welcome back from your not-so-long-as-I-thought-it-would-be hiatus! Please, enjoy your stay here...again. :)
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